life pondering

The weekly buzz from college is..... Not much going on. Trying to cope with winter, spinning rifle in Winter Guard. I cleaned out my side of the room. That was really exciting (minus the fact that I lost my tiny scissors that I use to cut my bangs so uhh... my hair's going to be getting pretty interesting) Other than that. I haven't done much. OH WAIT! I went to this dance party that was super fun! And on February 5th there's another dance party, I love to dance!!! (So... I think until this point I have always spelled February wrong... I always thought it was Febuary) (oops) Yup. I'm also crazy trying to figure out my life. Here's the list so far of things I want in life:
- Travel
- A career in Anthropology or History
- To settle down and marry (or maybe not marry but know that I will always have some one there.... which if that means getting married I'm all for it)
- Have that unique vintage inspired whispy outward appearance (yet still have that tough granola girl side)
- Be very health conscious
- Grow my own garden for both flowers and food.
- Have egg laying chickens. Not too many though...
- Own one cat. Even though I'm allergic, I'm going to find a hypo allergenic cat that I will love forever.
- Write a book, like a legit book, I always start these stories but never actually try to publish any of them.
- Be in a position that I can camp and canoe in the BWCA every other year for the rest of my life.
- Oh and hike the Appalachian trail:)

And that in a nut shell is what I want to do with my life. And so today... at 10:57 on a Tuesday I start the rest of my life. As a semi-adult. Guys I gotta grow up... And that is one scary adventure... @_@ why the hell am I thinking about this?? I need to go shower and go to sleep... I think I'm craving both Beau and Spring.
Sigh. Peace out World, may you rest well this cold winter night. §
PS The pic has no point. It's so random I thought it fit right in.

"50 first Dates"

So I'm watching that movie and it's pretty much breaking my heart. I'm so glad that Liz doesn't stick around the room much. I'm pretty much balling my eyes out. It does help that I'm already feeling sorry for myself and I'm all depressed and really missing my Beau right now. But it's so cute, and I don't normally like Adam Sandler. Granted as of right now I'm a bit over half way through the movie but still. Maybe this is just pre pms-ing. (Bwahahahhahah movie update, they just had sex, and the dolphins are freaking hilarious.) (T__T "Lucy, will you marry me?" "Ofcourse" "Don't forget me" "Never" T__T)
Sigh, Yup.... this is what I do with my time. I am really really missing Beau right now. I am really being sappy right now. Also wondering if i should let him read this.... NAWWWWWW he'd prolly dump me.
OH MY GOSH, idk if any one has seen the trailers for the new movie "The Roomate" holy shit. that just looks scary, I feel like that would be the creepiest thing ever, especially since she seems all normal at first, or in the way of outer apperence she looked totally normal.
In other news. It's cold here. Like rediculously cold. And I tried to buy books today at 8am... I failed cause i didnt have enough money. which is dumb cause I am making a shit ton of money these next two weeks but I dont get paid for that amount till FEBUARY 15th!! Which makes buying books really stressful and is causing some major anxiety problems. And I want to stop being dependent on my parents so much, they pay for everything. And I just feel so inadequate.
OH MY GOD....... THAT MOVIE WAS AMAZING. I CAN'T BELIEVE.... T_T GUYS IM CRYING. that was the cutest movie ever.
And then i flip to Jersey Shore.
Uhhh peace out world.

My Expectations for this semester...

... are not very optimistic. 8 - noon classes, half hour to hour break for lunch, work from 1 ish to when ever it decides to spit me out. I haven't bought books yet, and my fish has Ick. A deadly disease that makes him have white spots all over and not get enough O2. The good news is that it can be cured, the bad news is I have no salt.... AND THE CATERING COMPANY I WORK FOR DIDNT EVEN HAVE LITTLE PACKETS OF SALT FOR ME TO JANK!! ugh..... poor fishy. His name is Francis Mathew Decker-Peake. He is the adoptive son of me and Beau. Yeah.... I pretty much don't want him to die (the fish that is) (however if Beau died i'd probably die to.... lets not go there) Annnd this is going to be a short blurb cause i have a dieing fish to take care of and some books to buy. Ho shat. And no time to do that... Class from 8-noon and then work from one to who knows when.... and then i need to find salt. for the fish... than wednesday... class from 9-noon then work at one till 3:30 then Volunteer work till 6. Than thursday... class from 8-noon THEN I CAN FINALLY GO BUY BOOKS AND FIND A PET STORE AND GET A CHEEP GRAVEL VACUME AND MAYBE SOME ACTUAL MEDS FOR FRANCIS!! I just have to get though tuesday and wednesday, then i have a three day weekend and no work.... I'll need it though. love you all!! Peace out.