I have no words.

well..... I seem to have failed again. hahahah this day started out as such a good day too.... hahah oh irony how you have to be so mean. Hahah oh well.... I guess life goes on.... or that's what they tell me... just laugh it off right??? I mean what else do you do?? Break down in tears infront of your roommate?? no. Go complain to one of your other friends?? lol I guess that's what this is doing now. hahah or just.... accept the fact. hahah and on a date that's pretty special for us (9 mths today). I dont know what im supposed to do now. Just wait I guess. Yup... just wait and try to figure out what I did wrong.